It's always darkest before the dawn♥

Just in case anyone noticed, i haven't been on in months! i've just gotten out of the hang of things lately but i'm going to try to come back! ♥ How are ya'll? ♥

everyone is so hypocritical. like seriously. everyone i know says something and does another. it makes me so angry holy shit i just hate it so much. i'm tired of bullshit. and i hate everyone, once again. yay for awesome friendss<3

i like caring about people until they abuse it. ya know what i mean? like when you put your all into something, you just try to be there for someone and try to show them that you care about them alot, even just as a friend. and yet you'll always be the second choice, and you'll never mean as much as someone else does. It sucks, quite a bit because you honestly can do nothing about it at all. but heyyy, guess you gotta deal, ya feeel.

1. Do you paint your nails?
I do, but i'm a perfectionist so when i do they have to be good.
 
2. How many times a day do you think about your ex?
I don't have an ex.
 
3. Are you feeling sick?
hahaha actually yes!
 
4. How many concerts have you been to?
only 1. Kelly Clarkson.
 
5. What are you going to be doing three hours from now?
Hopefully sleeping but probably not because i have insomnia.
 
6. Do you shower daily? [important question.]
Ew, yes.
 
7. Have you ever heard of Led Zeppelin?
omg of course.
 
8. How many days are there in a regular year?[hope you know.]
365.
 
9. Do you have a cellphone?
yesirrrr.
 
10. What kind of deodorant do you use?
old spice shit.
 
11. Do you know anybody who’s blind?
I don't think so.
 
12. Do you have nice feet?
they're okay.
 
13. How many times do you pee in one day?
I've never counted.
 
14. Are you wearing anything purple?
nope!
 
15. Do you like yourself?
sometimes.
 
16. Have you ever seen Clerks?
nope!
 
17. What comes to mind when i say.. GREEN?
my room.
 
18. Do you have any set lists that you’ve stolen from
concerts?
no i wish!
 
19. Do you have a color that you room is centered around?
not really. brown i guess.
 
20. Do you like long or short surveys?
doesn't matter. i like good questions.
 
21. Do you believe in magic in a young girl’s heart?
of course.
 
22. Do you know what ORGANIC means?
yes.
 
23. Can you spell well?
yes!
 
24. Do you shorten yourself online? if so, WHY?
What's that mean?
 
25. What’s your favorite video game?
Mario Kart.
 
26. What’s your mom doing at the moment?
sleeping? who cares.
 
27. Do you like skittles?
red ones.
 
28. What’s your cellphone number?[if you have one.. genius.]
---5580
 
29. How many words with more than eight letters do you know?
um i don't know. awkward question...
 
30. How many times a day are you on MySpace?
this is an old survey..awk...
 
31. Hypothetically, your internet has died. You have no means of transportation. you’re stuck at home. What do you do?
die.
 
32. What does HYPOTHETICALLY mean?
not actually.
 
33. What does the last text message you recieved say?[if you have a cellphone]
K
 
34. What is your current favorite song?
Time is love, Josh Turner
 
35. What do you smell like?
circus, brittney spears.
 
36. What do you think of Germany?
The language is hard.
 
37. Do you have any siblings? Do you hate them?
I love my sisters. 2.
 
38. What is your favorite kind of shoe?
Heels.
 
39. What’s the name of the last book you read?
The perks of being a wallflower.
 
40. Do you blowdry your hair?
yes!
 
41. Do you like pens or pencils?
pens
 
42. What’s your favorite drink?
hmmm i like water.
 
43. WHat was the last gift you recieved?
i don't get gifts.
 
44. Do you have all of your limbs?
yes i do!
 
45. Have you ever wrapped something/someone in cellophane?
nope...
 
46. Were you adopted?
no
 
47. What’s the closest thing to you that makes noise?
my computer.
 
48. Do you wear makeup?
oh god yes.
 
49. Do you have any action figures?
nope.
 
50. Do you own anything with polka dots on it?
probably.
 
51. How many bottles of deodorant do you have currently?
2
 
52. Do you play any instruments?
yessss!
 
53. What kind of chapstick is your favorite?
EOS
 
54. What’s your favorite movie?
texas chainsaw masacre
 
55. How many REAL Cds do you own?
a few!
 
56. What’s one thing you collect?
makeup!
 
57. What jewelry are you wearing at the moment?
none! just got done at a volleyball game.
 
ILL FINISH THE REST LATER...
58. Do you have any aspirations in life?
 
59. What makes you really angry?
 
60. Who makes you feel better when you are?
 
61. Have you eaten anything today?
 
62. Do you have any tattoos?
 
63. Have you ever set anything other than logs on fire?
 
64. Have you ever lied about something TRULY important?
 
65. What shoes are you going to wear today? [or are you wearing?]
 
66. Do you like Hershey’s Kisses?
 
67. What kind of computer are you using?
 
68. What’s one object really special to you?
 
69. Do you like chalk?
 
70. Do you still have stuffed animals?
 
71. What color are your socks?
 
72. What color are your eyes?
 
73. What’s one thing that truly frightens you?
 
74. Do you have trouble finding tape?
 
75. What comes to mind when you see “lung butter”?
 
76. Do you think money is important?
 
77. Have you ever been out of your country’s borders?
 
78. Do you know where Berlin is?
 
79. Do you like the smell of flowers?
 
80. Have you ever seen Bambi?
 
81. What are some things on your wall?
 
82. What does your dad work for?
 
83. What’s your favorite book?
 
84. Do you go to the movies often?
 
85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters?
 
86. What’s a “Carpet Shark?”
 
87. Do you think you are a lost cause?
 
88. Did you ever see Reboot?
 
89. What is the closest thing to you that is magnetic?
 
90. Do you ever feel like exploding?
 
91. What color is your belt?
 
92. Have you ever played Have you ever?
 
93. Do you like redundance?
 
94. Have you ever paid attention to something in class and then failed the test about it?
 
95. Are you scared of anything really odd?[something not usually feared]
 
96. Do you like vanilla M&Ms or Chocolate?
 
97. Have you ever painted a picture?
 
98. Does your computer run smoothly?
 
99. Have you ever had rum?
 
100. What do you think of when you see Demon Hunter?
 
101. Ever watch Spongebob on your own accord?
 
102. Do you have anything in your room that you don’t EVER use?
 
103. Who’s your favorite poet?
 
104. How old is your oldest friend?
 
105. Are you lost?
 
106. Do you know what vulgarity is?
 
107. Do you like markers, colored pencils, crayons, or oil pastels better?
 
108. What’s one big thing you’ve accomplished in your life?
 
109. Do you have a problem with authority?
 
110. What’s a synonym for Synthetic?
 
111. What’s the dumbest thing you watch on TV?
 
112. What’s a movie you like but you wish you didn’t?
 
113. Are you clumsy?
 
114. Do you think dead baby jokes are funny?
 
115. What are three words you think describe you?
 
116. Do you read comic books?
 
117. Do you remember any music from when you were a kid?
 
118. What is the strangest name for a song you know?
 
119. What is your middle name?
 
120. Have you ever seen your favorite band live?
 
121. What was the last thing you printed out?
 
122. Do you get homesick easily?
 
123. What is the strangest name for a human youve ever heard?
 
124. What’s one song with the word “green” the title?
 
125. What is the last thing you spent money on?
 
126. Do you hate waiting?
 
127. Did you like Napoleon Dynamite before everyone began hating it?
 
128. Have you ever had a last first kiss?
 
129. Do you ever have the desire to kill?
 
130. Do you think roses are beautiful?
 
131. When do you usually go to bed?
 
132. Do you have a TV in your room?
 
133. Where were you born?
 
134. Do you believe that Jesus’ tomb has been found?
 
135. Do you watch Fox news?
 
136. Do you like Mentos?
 
137. If a stranger asked you to take a picture with them what would you do?
 
138. Do you have a chain?
 
139. Do you think reading Shakesperian type things is simple?
 
140. Do you think you’re materialistic?
 
141. What is the best commercial you’ve ever seen?
 
142. Do you watch the superbowl?
 
143. Are you a procrastinator?
 
144. Have you ever been so obsessed with someone that you lied, cheated or stole for them?
 
145. Do you often have money laying around your room?
 
146. Do you know the difference between who and whom?
 
147. Do you ever ponder someone’s incompetance?
 
148. What’s your favorite kind of food?
 
149. Do you think America is stupid?[if so, my advice to you is:get out]
 
150. Have you ever played Halo?
 
151. Are you wasteful?
 
152. Have you had anyone close die?
 
153. How many pictures on your computer, approximately?
 
154. Which of these do you like better: Clubs, Hearts, Diamonds, or Spades?
 
155. Are you shy?
 
156. What is one thing that’s on your mind all the time?
 
157. Do you use correct grammar?
 
158. Have you ever been in court?
 
159. Do you think anybody hates you at the moment?
 
160. Do you think your nose is shaped funny?
 
161. What is one thing that really honestly makes you happy?
 
162. How difficult is it to make up questions to find out something about them?
 
163. Have you ever seen Mythbusters?
 
164. Do you have something against modern music?
 
165. Do you like it when people are quiet?
 
166. Do you have a yearbook from your third grade year?
 
167. Do you have a straw basket?
 
168. Have you ever been in love?
 
169. Have you ever cried hysterically on the phone talking to someone?
 
170. Have you ever guilt-tripped someone?
 
171. Do you think you deserve better than everyone?
 
172. What’s one thing bothering you right now?
 
173. Do you have a digital camera?
 
174. Do you think the world is going to end?
 
175. Do you think Al Gore is a dumb name?
 
176. What’s your favorite animal?
 
177. Have you ever seen a koala bear?
 
178. What color is your shirt?
 
179. What’s one thing you can see that you’d rather not be seeing?
 
180. Do you know who Kevin Smith is?
 
181. Do you like popcorn?
 
182. Do you recycle?
 
183. Have you ever vandalized something?
 
184. Do you get excited when your phone rings?
 
185. What made you angry last?
 
186. Do you let people walk on you?[figuratively]
 
187. Are you lazy?
 
188. What’s the best memory you have?
 
189. Do you ever talk to yourself?
 
190. Have you had any experience with children?
 
191. Do you have any secrets that NOBODY but you knows?
 
192. What do you do with stickers?
 
193. Are you nice to people on the phone?
 
194. Do you lie when talking to telemarketers?
 
195. Is there a game you often win?
 
196. Do posters of people frighten you at night?
 
197. Have you ever broken something out of frustration?
 
198. Ever had such a bad day that you came home and went straight to sleep?
 
199. Do you think sleep helps solve problems?
 
200. Do you know what REM stands for?
 
201. Have you ever seen Are you Smarter than a 5th Grader?
 
202. Do you say LOL or HAHA?
 
203. Do you use Mozilla, Internet Explorer, Netscape or something else?
 
204. What kind of shampoo do you use?
 
205. When was the last time you took a bubble bath?
 
206. Do you believe in yourself?
 
207. What is on your desk?
 
208. What color are your sheets?
 
209. What color is your carpet?
 
210. Do you read fast?
 
211. What are you in the mood to do right now?
 
212. Why aren’t you doing that?
 
213. Do you often come up with excuses because you forgot something?
 
214. What is one of your nicknames?
 
215. Do you think babies are ugly?
 
216. Do you regret much?
 
217. Do you use AIM, YIM, ICQ or Windows messenger?
 
218. Do you think Canada exists?
 
219. Do you like kangaroos?
 
220. Are you PETA obsessed?
 
221. Why were you disappointed the last time you were?
 
222. What’s your favorite lyric[s] of all time?

holy shit this set took me about 45 minutes to make and my eyes hurt from staring at the screen and my fingers and cramped ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
okay, that was such a waste of time, but then again, what else am i gonna do? nothing, nothing at all.
I need gift ideas for my cousin, helpppppppppppp.
 
okay, i don't really have much to say in this description box, which is a first because i always have something to write, but not really todayy.
I'm redoing my room, WOOHOO.
 
okay, that's really all i have to sayyy.
 

over and out.

Work at 5 which sucks because i really don't want to go to work. Sorry if i have bad grammar, i don't really care at this point. I don't really care about much these days hehe only a few people<3
 
I always make up this scenes that i want to happen and i just replay them in my head, over and over and over again just because i can. it's actually really fun and it makes me happy. (:
 
I'm updating my tumblr as we speak. Well i speak. and not really speak, write i guess.
 
hi i love you
http://foreveryoungnetwork.polyvore.com/
@foreveryoungnetwork
they're cool, check them out they make me happy hehe.
 
should i curl my hair? I think i'm gonna. I'll post a picture later maybe? doubtssss.
okay, i gotta go now. more sets ilke this to come. like? love youu.
 
oh and @sabrinalillly and @oldnavycutie311 okay. thanks bye<3

Shout out to @sabrinalillly
i love you.

I'm thinking about writing a story on here, i just don't think anyone would read it? Would you? (:
 
Okay, i'm going out in a bit with my sisters! I'm super excited because I need to buy some new makeup and stuff. I spend way too much to money on makeup.
HA OH WELL YOLO.
 
I'm gonna chill at home tonight probs and watch a movie by myself, hehe. <3 That's my life right there.
 
Tumblr, Polyvore, Movies, Music. <3
 

heheehee, okayyy this is the stupidest description i've written in a long time. DON'T JUDGE<3
 
Shouttoutt to my gurllll @oldnavycutie311 hahhaah i'm so gay...
 
<3

You know how when you leave your phone right next to your computer and when you get a text message there's radiation or whatever and it makes this sorta noise that comes from the computer kinda like a beeping or something? Does that happen to you guys? Well if it doesn't you probably have no idea what i'm trying to say but if it does happen to you, do you ever hope for who is texting you. Because ya know how the beeping starts before you actually receive the message so you don't know who texted you yet but you know you're getting a message? Well whenever this happens to me there's always that one person in my head i wish would just be the one who sent the message. I miss the feeling of having someone to talk to everyday. Not that i'm saying i don't have anyone else to look forward to seeing or talking to, but like, i wish i had that one person who i knew i was going to text all day long and not get sick of it. I miss that feeling so much and I wish i still had someone like that. Does anyone know how i feel or do i just sound dumb? Idk it's getting kinda late and i should probably go sleep because i have to actually get up tomorrow and do stuff before work. Okayyyyy, thanks for readdinggg (;
 
♥

Day one: Ten different things you want to say to 10 different people right now.

;;1 Sommer.
I love love love youuuuu and I have no idea what i would do without you in my life!♥

;;2 Sabrina.
You're like my long lost sister and you make me laugh sooo hardd! I love love love love youuu!♥

;;3 Tara.
Honestly, you're the best friend a person could ask for. I love youu so muchh and i know i can tell you anything!♥

;;4 Aryana.
I'm so glad we're close friends and i love your texts♥ They always make me laugh♥

;;5 Tim.
I'm glad you're finally making more friends other than your gay lover Evan♥

;;6 Evan.
Hahaha, even though you're such a dumb asss because of everything you do, i still love youuu and i will never judge you for your actions♥♥

;;7 Jeter.
I can only imagine what goes through your head...♥

;;8 Dad.
I love you car....Saab♥♥ ohh, and youu!♥

;;9 Sam.
Try acting like you have a girlfriend while you're not with her. I love you and all, but stop being in a relationship you assshole.♥

;;10 World.
Most of the time, i fuckking hate you. I only like some moments.♥

@oldnavycutie311
@sabrinalillly
 
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Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

 
;;1 I love singing.

;;2 I am always chewing gum! It's like something i have to be doing!

;;3 I love music. If i'm not listening to it, i'm humming/singing or it's my head.
 
;;4 I'll help you if you need it, but you better return the favor.

;;5 I've been single my entire lifeeeeee. hollerrrrr.

;;6 My family has like tons of different stupid game playing stuff like play stations and wii's but we never play them....it's sad...

;;7 I try my best to save my money, but i will splurge on makeup.

;;8 I want to wear heels for my job when i get older. I think they make you look sexy.

;;9 I want skinnier legs!
 
more...
 
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Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.♥

;;1 If we're walking, hold my hand. Obviously if i like you, i want to hold it, ya know? So don't be shy and just freaking do it.♥

;;2 Lay with me. Don't be a gay person who can't "touch" a girl. Just be confident and put your freaking arm around me. I will most likely lean in.♥

;;3 Kiss my forehead. It think it's like the cutest thing in the entie world when a guy kisses your forehead. It's just like, showing me that you're not all about making out.♥

;;4 If you're holding my hand, kiss it. That's SO FREAKING CUTE. no one had ever done that for me and i so want someone to! It's sooo freaking cute!♥

;;5 Actually talk to me. Get to know me before you judge me and think i'm something/someone i'm not.♥

;;6 Don't use pick up lines 24/7. Yeah, it can be cute, but sometimes i just want to tell you to shutup. Find a new hobby.♥

;;7 Text me saying good morning and good night. It tells me you were thinking of me!♥

;;8 Be yourself. Don't be someone you're not. If i like you, i want to like the actual you. Not the show you put on for me.♥
 
more...
 
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Day four;; 7 things that cross your mind alot.

;;1
-my weekend plans♥

;;2
-what school work i have to do♥

;;3
-who i'm texting♥

;;4
-i have to check my polyvore♥

;;5
-i have to check my facebook♥

;;6
-i have to check my youtube sub box♥

;;7
-i have to check my twitter♥

♥
 
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Day 5 Six things you wish wouldn't have done.
 
1; This thing a long time ago i don't want to talk about.

2; Kissed this kid named Tyler.

3; Lost one of my friends from middle school, Christina.

4; Gotten off my Insanity workout plan.

5; Texted him like 4 times in one night after he didn't reply. EMBARESSINGGGG.

6; Lost my best friend for a while.
 
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Day 6
 
Five people who mean alot
 
Sommer.
Andrew.
Tara.
Evan.
Sam.
 
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;Day Seven
Four Turn Offs.
 
1 Bad breath
2 Terrible grammar
3 Immaturity
4 Gross finger nails
 
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;Day Eight
Three Turn Ons
 
1 Good hugger
2 Texts first
3 Back muscles
 

;Day Nine
Two Smileys That Describe Your Life Right Now
 
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;Day Ten
One Confession
 
I say i want friends with benefits and i do because i don't think i'll be able to handle an actual relationship. But not gonna lie, if i could do it, i would love to have a boyfriend. (: